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Candidate’s Life: Bullets and Batter to Bread and Butter; Jacqueline Bevins Knew the Gun Was Loaded and Voters Still Forgave Her


By Pamela Ferdinand | April 14, 1999 for The Washington Post

OGUNQUIT, Maine–Nine years ago, Jacqueline Bevins shot her husband 15 times as he stepped out of the bathtub, reloading her pistol twice. She was charged with murder, but her lawyer argued wife battering as a defense, and a jury acquitted her.

When it was over, Bevins never closed the doors of her seaside restaurant to muffle the whispers and gossip, and she never stopped speaking her mind. Instead, she constructed a new life out of the shards of her old one. And any doubt in her community’s capacity to let bygones be bygones was put to rest April 3–nine years to the day after the murder–when Bevins was elected to the five-member board of selectmen that governs Ogunquit.

“What she did yesterday has no bearing on what she does tomorrow,” said Robert Cammarota, a local restaurant owner and friend. “The past is the past.”

Bevins, now a 58-year-old grandmother, declined comment after winning one of three open spots. She received 236 votes out of 541 cast to fill a two-year, $ 1,000-a-year position.

Turnout at the first board meeting, held last week in a community center basement, could not have filled a 12-person jury box. With a small pair of black-rimmed glasses poised atop her head, Bevins asked questions on code enforcement and liquor licenses and seemed shyly at ease in her new role.

“The woman has got grit,” said fellow selectman Karen Maxwell. “She knows better than anybody that there was more talk behind her back than to her face, and that’s got to be a hard life to lead.”

Perhaps voters deliberately weighed Bevins’s traumatic past in making their decision. Most likely, locals say, they cast ballots with bread-and-butter issues such as electric bills and sidewalk construction in mind.

“She’s very interested in the welfare of the town and its betterment, so even if she was Lizzie Borden, she would still get in,” said Richard Perkins, a friend and restaurant owner.

Last year, an Ogunquit electoral candidate who died one day after ballots were printed came in second. Some now remark how fitting it is that a town that served as the setting for Stephen King novels has an acquitted killer on its board.

Bevins has told others that she lies awake at night reliving the shooting, wondering if it could have been avoided. “I’ve felt isolated, doing my own form of punishment,” she said in an interview with the Portland Press Herald. “I think the town has accepted me for who I am, a very fair and honest person.”

Memories run deep in close-knit communities, and Ogunquit (motto: “A Beautiful Place by the Sea”) is no exception. This southern Maine town, 15 miles from former president George Bush’s Kennebunkport estate, covers four square miles and has an estimated 1,200 year-round residents, many of them retirees. Summer attracts tens of thousands more to a sandy white beach, an art colony and an active gay and lesbian community.

Jackie’s Too, the well-known restaurant still owned by Bevins, sits on the edge of Perkins Cove. On one side of the cove lies a working harbor crossed by New England’s only foot drawbridge. On the other side stands a coastline as rocky as Jackie and John Bevins’s marriage.

By all accounts, John Bevins was a bigger-than-life businessman and reputed playboy with a penchant for flashy cars and shady dealings. They met in a Massachusetts restaurant where she waitressed, then fell in love and moved in 1975 to Maine, settling in a stylish house in nearby town of York, according to an account in the Press Herald.

Friends say Jackie became a worker bee, turning a deli-style cafe into a full-service restaurant. Court records show John, two years older, ran a cement company in the Cayman Islands. As their relationship deteriorated, so did her physical and emotional state. She suffered depression, gained weight and began seeing a psychiatrist, records show. A medical report gave evidence of multiple bruises on her body.

When John Bevins finally asked for a divorce, according to court testimony, his angry wife told a friend: “I’m afraid of what I’m going to do. I’m afraid I’m gonna blow him away.”

On April 3, 1990, he was dead, and Bevins had checked herself into the psychiatric unit of Maine Medical Center. During the trial, prosecutors said she had no right to kill her husband, even if she was battered. Defense attorney Daniel Lilley argued, however, that she feared for her life.

“I don’t think she’s any different from someone who has come back from a war and taken lives of the enemy. It was a ‘kill or be killed’ situation,” Lilley said in a recent interview. “The guy had done everything to this woman, and it was time to stop.”

Public support for Bevins was widespread even then, with dozens of letters flooding into court. “She has always impressed me as a very kind person with a hard exterior who is always sympathetic toward those less fortunate than herself,” one person wrote. Another added, “Jacqueline Bevins is a person about whom it is impossible not to have an opinion.”

Local residents say that sentiment holds true today, years after the murder.

Publicly, many people laud Bevins for her kindness and civic contributions. For nearly two decades, she has served as a community volunteer and appointed member of several town boards. Friends say she serves hot chocolate to children at the annual Christmas tree lighting, brings magazines to prisoners at the York County Jail, and supports employees and business owners with supplies and money in times of need.

Still, there are those who privately wonder if Bevins should have paid a higher price for shooting her husband. Most women who kill their abusers do so during violent episodes, national domestic violence data show, and the vast majority of women charged with killing their batterers are found guilty.

“I’m sure there are some residents who feel she got away with it,” said former police chief William Hancock, who worked here at the time of the murder. “Well, she did.”

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Same-Sex Couples Take Vows as Law Takes Effect; Across Vermont, Dozens Celebrate Civil Union


Pamela Ferdinand | July 2, 2000 for The Washington Post

BRATTLEBORO, Vt.–Under a quilt of stars, as friends and family blew bubbles and kisses into the warm night air, Kathleen Peterson and Carolyn Conrad exchanged vows of love and commitment this morning and became the first same-sex couple in the nation to be recognized as civil union partners under Vermont’s far-reaching law, which took effect today.

Town Clerk Annette Cappy opened her office here at the stroke of midnight to accommodate the Brattleboro couple, who immediately cemented their five-year relationship by obtaining a civil union license and the blessing of a justice of the peace. As of midnight, a state government was allowed for the first time to bestow on gay couples virtually the same benefits and responsibilities heterosexual married partners have, from taxes to medical decision-making. (Federal benefits are not included.)

One bride, Peterson, 41, a ski-lift electrician, wore black. The other bride, Conrad, 29, an associate dean of students at Marlboro College, held a bouquet of garden flowers and stood barefoot in a shimmery taupe sheath with matching nail polish as the town clerk verified their license information and cameras flashed around them. As they signed their names, friends, relatives and supportive strangers counted down from 10 to 1. “Happy union!” they yelled, with whistles and a lone cry of “Brava!”

Arms around each other’s waists, the couple strode out of town hall to a park, joyfully oblivious to the group of young Rutland Church of Christ protesters in the lobby with bowed heads and placards reading, “SIN is a disgrace to any people” and “His blood is for you.” White votive candles lined a marble fountain outside where a friend sang, intimate vows were exchanged and the women were officially declared joined in civil union.

“Where is that sparkling cider?” Conrad shouted, laughing, as more than 100 well-wishers burst into applause. As the significance of the event sank in, she said, “This is more than I ever thought I’d see in my lifetime.”

This celebratory scenario played out in endless variations in churches and gardens, back yards and homes, throughout a state where being the first–as in the first to abolish slavery–is often a source of pride.

Several dozen same-sex couples were expected to forge civil unions today in mostly private ceremonies that promise to mark a new standard for gay rights nationwide and the end, at least for now, of an emotional and divisive debate here.

The landmark legislation, which prominently defines marriage as the union of one man and one woman, won passage in April after the state Supreme Court found that gay couples were being unconstitutionally denied the benefits of marriage.

Ordered to seek a remedy, legislators created civil unions despite the fact that 32 other states have laws restricting marriage to heterosexual couples and Congress allows states not to recognize same-sex “marriages” performed elsewhere. South Dakota recently strengthened an existing law banning gay marriage. And late Friday, the chief policymaking body of the Presbyterian Church (U.S.A.) voted narrowly to recommend barring its ministers from officiating at commitment ceremonies for gay couples.

“Through this law, Vermont becomes a pioneer for families and equality,” Evan Wolfson, a lawyer for the Lambda Legal Defense and Education Fund, told the Associated Press.

“Americans will see that when lesbians and gay men are given access to most of the rights and obligations of civil marriage, the sky will not fall and the institution of marriage will be even stronger,” Wolfson said.

State Rep. William Lippert Jr. (D), the only openly gay member of the Vermont legislature, agreed. “It’s exciting to look ahead and realize that young people growing up now will have a new model of what’s possible in terms of committed and loving relationships between two members of the same sex,” he said. “That after July 1, 2000, things will never be the same.”

Of the three couples that filed suit seeking equal rights, only one–Lois Farnham, 55, and Holly Puterbaugh, 54–picked up a license today. Nina Beck and Stacy Jolles, who already had a Jewish “wedding” in California, may get theirs in the fall. Peter Harrigan and Stan Baker, partners for seven years, will apply for one this week. But Farnham and Puterbaugh couldn’t wait.

“I think it’s about time, after 27 1/2 years. That’s long enough,” said Farnham, with Puterbaugh outside the South Burlington town clerk’s office. “It’s nice after all this time to call Holly my spouse.”

The majority of Vermonters are believed to oppose gay marriage, and how they will receive newly “civil unionized” compatriots remains to be seen.

For every person like Kate Millbrook of Brownsville, who believes it “won’t amount to a hill of beans, for crying out loud,” there is someone else like Kathleen Welch of Tunbridge, who resigned Friday as assistant town clerk, along with her boss, rather than issue the licenses. “It’s immoral,” she said.

Opponents held a peaceful rally on the State House lawn in Montpelier, after draping a banner reading “Take Back Vermont, Protect Our Children” over the steps, and some clergy refused to preside over civil unions. A court case to invalidate the law is pending, and state Rep. Nancy Sheltra has formed a political action committee to help defeat pro-civil union legislators in November.

“As a Christian woman, I believe this is really an abomination to God,” she said. “I never thought this would happen in my state.”

Under civil union rules, once a license is issued, it must be certified by a judge, justice of the peace or ordained clergy member and returned to the town clerk. Each license costs $ 20; a copy is $ 7. Local same-sex couples must obtain their license in the town where one partner resides. Out-of-state couples may apply anywhere, but their rights evaporate as soon as they cross the border.

For Thomas Lang, 37, and Alexander Westerhoff, 31, antiques dealers from Massachusetts, civil union meant more than an opportunity to achieve symbolic recognition of their nearly 13-year relationship. With highly politicized vows read before reporters and television cameras at a Brattleboro park at 1 a.m. today, they knew it also represented a chance to send a message back home.

“We have a long fight ahead of us in the state of Massachusetts to see these rights and these freedoms,” Lang said. “We need to take this seriously.”

Other ceremonies did not carry such heavy political weight, although the disappointment of not being married in the fullest sense was always implied. After picking up their license in Hartland, north of here, Declan Buckley, 44, of New Hampshire, and his partner, Kevin Gato, 38, exchanged vows and plain white gold bands at the First Universalist Church before a small gathering of friends and photographers, including a television crew from Japan.

Pink, yellow and violet roses perfumed the service as clergy spoke of sacred unity, friendship, and the expanse and limits of love. “Declan, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded partner in civil union?” asked the justice. “I do,” Buckley replied. Said Gato, “Boy, do I.”

Church bells pealed minutes later as Buckley lifted his new civil union partner for a piggyback ride to their truck, where heart-shaped “Just Married” balloons flapped from the roof.

“It’s more than I ever expected,” Gato said, as giddy as any newlywed. “I feel like the king of the world.”

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The Great Wedding Gown Grab; At Filene’s Basement, A Bridal Free-for-All


By Pamela Ferdinand | February 22, 2001 for The Washington Post

BOSTON–Here come the brides, all 500 of them, dressed in bluejeans and sneakers. Pumped with adrenaline, they stand prepared to knock the glass doors of Filene’s Basement off their hinges — it’s happened four or five times before — to score The Perfect Dress in the biggest bridal sale scrum of the season.

In front is Teddi Tourine, 23, who drove here overnight from Centreville. Her mother, Joanne, and a family friend came on board in New Jersey, and no one has caught a wink of shut-eye since they arrived at 3:30 a.m., checked into an elegant downtown hotel and staked their places at the head of the line before sunrise.

From where she stands outside the bargain store’s locked basement entrance, Tourine can catch the merest shimmer of opalescent pearl and white tulle wrapped in plastic zippered bags and hanging from scores of clothing racks inside. It’s enough to make a girl crazy knowing that 1,400 wedding gowns here — some designer labels originally worth thousands of dollars — are all priced at $ 249 a pop.

“This is almost as hard as trying to pick a husband,” Tourine will say later, a mound of discarded satin and lace at her feet.

For more than half a century, Filene’s Basement has made fantasies come true with its “Bridal Event,” the ultimate one-day marriage markdown challenge. The store, which is no longer associated with Filene’s itself and does not provide alterations or regularly stock wedding gowns, collects surplus inventory from stores and manufacturers nationwide. It runs the sale three times a year at its Downtown Crossing location here.

Not every gown sells, but the store makes a profit, and this day is as much about tradition as price. “Locust-style” is how two local college professors studying shoppers’ behavior aptly described the initial onslaught of Mad Max Cinderellas who empty the racks within one minute. One minute. Wiped clean.

“You’d think it was food,” said one woman, prowling the aisles in black biker shorts and a white satin push-up bra.

The key is to grab as many dresses as possible and then deal with the consequences, bartering them for what you want. Years ago the gowns used to be sorted by size, but it quickly became clear that no one has time for such scrutiny during the initial charge.

The smart women bring an entourage, with each person assigned to grab half a dozen dresses at a time and sit on them, if necessary, to prevent pilfering. Then, before you can say, “I do,” the brides-to-be strip down to their skivvies and parade before mirrors in beaded sheaths and ribboned trains, floral corsets and flouncy skirts that drag across the scuffed linoleum floor.

Tourine came prepared with a black bathing suit under her clothing. Her fiance proposed to her on his knees on the Jersey Shore after Fourth of July fireworks, and their wedding is scheduled for June 2002. Tourine wants a sheath dress with tiny straps and not a lot of “froufrou.” So, apparently, do dozens of other women.

“This is a little heavy for June, but it’s got a simple line,” says Tourine’s mother, offering up a satin gown with beaded trim and a skirt stiff enough to stand on its own.

“Whoa, this makes my butt look really big,” the bride pouts, not even bothering to look in a mirror. “I feel like a lampshade.”

“Honey, that face,” says Joanne Tourine. “That’s not the one you want. When your face lights up, that’s the one you want.”

The grabs made, the dresses surveyed, the storewide trading and stalking begins. Near the “Ladies Swimwear” sign, a coalition has formed. Margaret LeJeune, a 25-year-old visual-arts teacher who drove here last night with her fiance and two friends from Rochester, N.Y., wants a “saucy” ivory dress with a Spanish flair that shows some skin. Another bride, whose girlfriends wear matching red baseball caps for easy reconnaissance, is looking for something a little fancier.

There’s no conflict of interest, so they’ve piled everything in the middle, and the stack is soon whittled down. Three hours later, LeJeune is getting frustrated.

“I’m waiting for the one I put on to say, ‘This is the dress,’ ” she says. But so far, the selection has been “gross.” “They’re gaudy. They’re overdone. Way too much tulle.”

Her fiance has been busy videotaping the event, and exhaustion soon sends another friend under a pile of gowns to sleep. Meanwhile, a man who tried to reorganize the line outside (“This is a female thing,” the women shouted in protest before the doors opened) has taken on the persona of a used-car salesman to find his daughter the right size. She flew into town yesterday from Fort Lauderdale.

“Three 12s and a 16 for a 14! You can’t fake that deal!” yells Gene Porcaro, a New Yorker in his fifties. “I’ve got to get a 14 now!”

Meanwhile, in her space underneath the escalator, Tourine has a glimmer of hope. A sparkle of pearls on a simple sheath happened to catch this reporter’s eye, and it’s a winner. The only choice left is whether she should get it in white or ivory. Ivory, it’s decided.

“I really like that one, but can I look around once more?” she asks her mother gingerly. “I’m starting to get obsessed.”

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A Historian’s Embellished Life; Joseph Ellis Took Meticulous Care With Facts — Except His Own Story


By Pamela Ferdinand | June 23, 2001 for The Washington Post

SOUTH HADLEY, Mass.–Mount Holyoke College Professor Joseph J. Ellis, a beloved instructor and acclaimed author, made his name for impeccable scholarship on the back of historical truth. With an eye for the telling detail and unsparing research reflected in hundreds of footnotes and references throughout his work, he rose to national prominence with his 1997 biography of Thomas Jefferson, which won the National Book Award, and his latest bestseller, “Founding Brothers: The Revolutionary Generation,” which won this year’s Pulitzer Prize for history.

Ellis, at 57, was clearly a man at the top of his game: A happily married father of three, a tenured professor at one of the top all-women’s colleges, where students clamored to enroll in his history courses, and a winner of two top literary prizes in the past four years alone. His job was to tell it like it was. Yet for reasons perhaps unknown even to himself, Ellis could not resist telling his own life the way he wanted it to be.

Mount Holyoke College officials this week announced they will investigate admissions by Ellis that he deceived his students — as well as his family and colleagues — into believing he served in Vietnam. Allegations against the renowned historian first appeared Monday in a Boston Globe front-page article, which reported that he had long made false claims about his wartime service and that he also embellished other aspects of his life, including his involvement in anti-war and civil rights movements in the 1960s.

Last night in Washington, Ellis made a brief statement about his ordeal before delivering a lecture on his new book at the National Archives:

“When I agreed several weeks ago to be here tonight, I had no idea how difficult this occasion would be. As you know there’s been a great deal of media attention in recent days on my own personal failings. And I once again want to repeat that I deeply regret having let stand and later confirmed any assumption that I served in Vietnam. After fulfilling tonight’s commitment to the National Archives, my focus will be — must be — on my family as well as on my own personal shortcomings.”

The revelation has shaken Mount Holyoke, a close-knit community of roughly 2,000 students in the heart of the Connecticut Valley, and astonished academics nationwide who are now left to pick over questions of professional ethics and personal psychology. Re[acute]sume[acute] padding is nothing new, but history as a vocation is widely perceived as a moral cut above politics or business in its mission to uncover the truth.

“This is quite unique,” said Arnita Jones, executive director of the American Historical Association in Washington, whose ethical guidelines posit “intellectual honesty” as a primary responsibility of professors. “History teachers generally have a very high regard for the truth. That’s what they spend their lives pursuing.”

The Globe did not question the integrity of Ellis’s scholarship. As one of the nation’s foremost early American history scholars, Ellis has published a wide array of articles and books and delivered numerous public lectures. In his nearly 30 years at Mount Holyoke, he has served as dean of faculty and history department chairman, helping to recruit respected faculty such as former national security adviser Anthony Lake.

Acting on an anonymous tip, however, Globe reporter Walter V. Robinson found that Ellis embroidered the truth in and out of classrooms at Mount Holyoke and nearby Amherst College. So consistent, though seemingly sparing, was the deception that not even his wife knew until now that her husband did not serve in Vietnam, said one college source.

In a 1997 Globe interview to publicize the Jefferson biography, Ellis told the reporter he was considering writing a book about the year 1965 — the same year he was in Vietnam. Last year, while promoting “Founding Brothers,” Ellis told another reporter, Mark Feeney, that he was a platoon leader in Vietnam. Compared to being in ROTC, he said, “They did pay an extra $ 110 a month, and if you’re going to do it, you might as well do it.”

Feeney recalled how Ellis detailed time spent at Gen. William C. Westmoreland’s headquarters in Saigon and how the general had half a dozen sets of fatigues freshly laundered and starched each day. Ellis mentioned discussing his service with author David Halberstam, who told the New York Times he has no recollection of such a talk.

When Ellis asked him to downplay his experience in Vietnam, Feeney said he interpreted the request as modesty.

Ellis wrote at least two articles for The Washington Post. In one, he referred in passing to “my military experience in the Vietnam War.” In another piece in 1999, he took historian Edmund Morris to task for using fiction as a technique in a supposedly nonfiction biography of Ronald Reagan. “It was almost too good to be true,” Ellis wrote. “Well, since history is almost always too good to be true, I should have known better.”

His penchant for stretching the truth extended to the classroom, said students who recalled that Ellis related personal experiences in his popular Vietnam and American Culture course. Angel Kozeli, 24, who graduated from Mount Holyoke last year and attended his 20th Century U.S. Foreign Policy class, said Ellis claimed his unit was near My Lai shortly before the massacre of 1968. The firsthand account, although short on specifics, lent his seminar gravitas and heightened her respect for him, she said.

“I recall this ominous silence when he said that,” she said. “I know what was on my mind was, ‘Wow, how does a man live with that? He’s been there.’ ”

She was stunned to hear otherwise: “I find myself saying, ‘Why, Joe? You had all the credentials.’ ”

Ellis may have regaled students with war exploits, but military records show he never left the East Coast, according to the Globe. He served in ROTC at William and Mary, then enrolled in graduate school at Yale from 1965 through 1969 before teaching history at the U.S. Military Academy at West Point, N.Y. He was discharged from the Army in 1972 as a captain, the Globe reported. (Ellis graduated in the Class of 1961 from Gonzaga College High School in D.C., according to Joe Reyda, director of special events at the high school. He was on the honor roll throughout his four years )

Robinson, head of the Globe’s investigative team, said the Boston newspaper had no choice but to publish its findings, given Ellis’s growing stature. (The Globe banished columnist Mike Barnicle for shoddy reporting and columnist Patricia Smith for fabricating stories.)

“Ellis was not maybe on the same rung as [historian David] McCullough, but he was certainly getting there,” Robinson said. “We almost expect to be deceived by our politicians, but for our children in the classroom, we want and still expect much more.”

Mount Holyoke President Joanne V. Creighton, who initially defended Ellis, announced later this week that the college would investigate the allegations. Mount Holyoke has a strict honor code among its students, who are allowed to take self-scheduled exams in unmonitored rooms.

“Misleading students in the classroom is a serious academic matter, and claiming service in Vietnam falsely is disrespectful, especially to all who have served,” she said in a letter to the editor, which cited the college’s “commitment to the highest standards of academic integrity.”

So close is the faculty that one of Ellis’s longtime friends compared the shock to discovering a spouse had led a double life. Another saddened friend said Ellis, known for his principled nature and good humor, was in tremendous pain, and it was premature to discuss any consequences of his alleged actions. The average salary for a full-time professor is $ 94,000 a year.

“He’s probably wondering how he could have messed up so badly,” Donal O’Shea, the dean of faculty, said yesterday. “He cares so deeply about students. I find it hard to believe he was deliberately misleading them.”

“We’re all a bit shell-shocked,” agreed Christopher Pyle, a politics professor who has known Ellis for 25 years. “There is a strong sense in this community that we should not rush to judgment.”

Ellis decided this week that he will no longer teach his Vietnam and American Culture course. Last night, the lecture room at the National Archives was standing room only with about 100 historians, students and buffs and half a dozen reporters. Archives staff would not let reporters approach Ellis, who signed books afterward, and he brushed past reporters when he was done signing. The books were on sale for $ 21.

The audience seemed forgiving. They laughed heartily at jokes he made during the one-hour address, and gave him strong applause. “I think we all make mistakes, and the most important thing is how Professor Ellis lives the rest of his life, and I wish him well,” said Ed Raines, a historian employed by the U.S. Army.

“It’s sort of like President Bill [Clinton],” said Raoul Kulberg, a history buff and retired university librarian. “How could someone that smart do something that dumb? I don’t think it diminishes his scholarship any more than I think Clinton’s peccadilloes diminish his achievements as president.”

Ellis is hardly the only exalted person to have felt the effects of fib-telling. Democratic Sen. Joseph Biden was forced to give up his presidential bid after plagiarizing remarks. U.S. chief of naval operations Jeremy Boorda killed himself rather than face allegations that he wore undeserved decorations.

Most recently, a University of Oklahoma professor apologized for lying to students about being a Navy SEAL. And a California Superior Court judge was recently found by a state panel to have falsely claimed to be a CIA agent and lied about his Vietnam war exploits to get appointed to the bench, according to news reports. His lawyers invoked an epidemic worthy of a Gabriel Garcia Marquez novel: Pseudologica fantastica, which causes a deliberate mixing of fact with fiction to protect self-esteem.

Some of Ellis’s colleagues said that he made self-deprecating remarks and often seemed vulnerable, and more than one fellow scholar has noted the parallels to Thomas Jefferson, the subject of Ellis’s award-winning biography titled “American Sphinx.”

In the book, Ellis compared himself to Jefferson, another man who learned how to disguise insecurities. He noted the third president’s “psychological agility, his capacity to play hide-and-seek within himself” and “his quite remarkable powers of deception and denial.”

Jefferson exhibited the kind of duplicity, said Ellis, that is “possible only in the purest of heart.”

Staff writer David Montgomery in Washington contributed to this report.

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At Logan Airport, Nobody Saw Plane’s Sharp Turn South


By Hanna Rosin and Pamela Ferdinand | September 11, 2001 for The Washington Post

BOSTON–American Airlines Flight 11 began routinely, in every way.

At 6 a.m., pilot John Ogonowski left his wife and three daughters asleep in their farm house in Dracut, Mass., and headed for Boston’s Logan Airport. He had flown the Boston-to-Los Angeles route for three years, every couple of weeks, so he was used to getting up early.

On his way, he drove by his uncle Al’s house and tooted the horn, the requisite family greeting in a town sprinkled with Ogonowskis.

About an hour later, he reached the plane, which had been at the airport since the night before.

Like most morning flights in late summer, Flight 11 left nearly on time, at 7:59 a.m., with little notice or incident — one of 220 flights that took off from Boston between 7 and 9 a.m. today.

The plane was less than half full; its 81 passengers filed onto the Boeing 767 from Terminal B along with nine flight attendants. Ogonowski and co-pilot Tom McGuinness were already on board.

Flight 11 began on its normal path from Boston west toward central New York, radar shows. But about a half-hour into the flight, around the time flight attendants would have been serving drinks, the passengers must have known something was wrong.

Somewhere near Albany, the plane took a sharp turn and headed south, following the course of the Hudson River straight to downtown New York City.. It had been hijacked by terrorists armed with knives, Attorney General John D. Ashcroft said.

About 8:45 a.m. the plane became the first of two aircraft to crash into the World Trade Center, smashing into the North Tower. At that moment Cathy Carron, 50, was two blocks away at the American Stock Exchange. She looked up and saw a huge, low-flying plane bank into the side of the World Trade Center.

Then she saw chaos, random bits of debris — chunks of fuselage, a Louis Vuitton bag, papers fluttering to the ground. Then blinding smoke, people running from the building, screaming.

Boston airport officials said they did not spot the plane’s course until it had crashed, and said the control tower had no unusual communication with the pilots or any crew members.

But a source said a crew member aboard the flight had called American Airlines’ operation center in Fort Worth to report that something was going on. The airline would not confirm that report.

Sometime before 11 a.m., federal aviation officials showed up at the houses of both pilots — Ogonowski’s in Dracut and McGuinness’s in Portsmouth, N.H., to notify their families. They were soon followed by clergy.

Outside Ogonowski’s colonial-style house, the pilot’s brother, Jim, and a friend struggled to lower a military-size flag. They also put up an 8-by-10 portrait of John, a boyish 50-year-old, sandy haired, smiling, his face reddened from farm work.

His wife, Margaret, an American Airlines flight attendant, and his three daughters, Laura, 16, Caroline, 14, and Mary Catherine, 11, stayed inside the house all afternoon.

Jim Ogonowski came out to the fieldstone fence and spoke to reporters gathered there.

“Take a good look at the beauty around you; that’s John’s legacy,” he said, spreading his arms to take in the 150-acre farm. He explained how his brother had spent his life working to preserve this patch of farmland in a town that was quickly turning suburban.

“I keep looking at the cornfields behind me, hoping my brother will come walking out,” he said.

Several friends came walking up the road to visit the family.

“I used to tell him: You’d never catch me flying,” said Mitchell Pietryka, who did part-time work for him. “He’d tell me, ‘It’s the safest thing in the world.’ ”

In Portsmouth, two pastors were with McGuinness’s wife, Cheryl, when she was notified about her husband’s death. She and her two children, a 14-year-old son and a 16-year-old daughter, survived him.

More than 800 people, including several pilots who lived in the area, attended a special prayer service at Bethany Church in Greenland, N.H., where McGuinness was a longtime member. “He was a man of God, a loving husband and father,” said Rick Dekoven, an administrator at the church.

Rosin reported from Washington, Ferdinand from Boston.

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Would-Be Shoe Bomber Gets Life Term; Al Qaeda Member Shouts at Judge


By Pamela Ferdinand  | January 30, 2003 for The Washington Post

Richard C. Reid, the British drifter and Muslim fundamentalist who attempted to detonate bombs in his shoes during a transatlantic flight, today was sent to prison for life as the first admitted member of al Qaeda sentenced in the United States since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, 2001.

Reid, 29, remained defiant, describing himself as a soldier of war and denouncing U.S. policies against Muslim nations as justification for his attempted downing of American Airlines Flight 63 in December 2001. Nearly 200 passengers and crew members were aboard the Paris-to-Miami flight.

In a dramatic climax to the two-hour proceeding, Reid was muscled out of the courtroom in handcuffs by four federal marshals after shouting at U.S. District Court Judge William G. Young. Young had concluded the sentencing with a stern defense of his decision to put Reid behind bars for life without possibility of parole.

“We are not afraid of any of your terrorist co-conspirators, Mr. Reid. We are Americans. We have been through the fire before,” the judge said. “You are not an enemy combatant — you are a terrorist. You are not a soldier in any war — you are a terrorist.”

Young asked Reid to take note of an American flag above their heads, saying it would fly for many years to come. Then, ordering a marshal to take Reid away, the judge said, “Custody, Mr. Officer. Stand him down.”

Reid, partially shaven with straggly hair falling to his shoulders and a goatee, stood up immediately to his full, imposing height of 6-foot-4 and pointed at the judge. Several of the crew members and passengers who were on the flight looked stunned, glancing at each other and shaking their heads. One woman cried.

“That flag will be brought down on the day of judgment and you will see in front of your Lord and my Lord and then we will know,” Reid said, in a heavily accented, rapid-fire cadence. “You will be judged by Allah.”

When he pleaded guilty in October, Reid pledged his support to al Qaeda leader Osama bin Laden and declared himself an enemy of the United States. He declared that allegiance again today in a federal courthouse surrounded by bomb-sniffing dogs and armed federal agents.

“Your government has sponsored the torture of Muslims in Iraq and Turkey and Jordan and Syria with their money and their weapons,” Reid said. “I am at war with your country.”

Federal officials praised the tough sentence as a step forward in the war against terrorism. Reid was sentenced on eight charges, including attempted use of a weapon of mass destruction and attempted murder.

“The sentence sends a strong message not only to Richard Reid, but to others who harbor hate and are committed to violence against the United States,” said U.S. Attorney Michael Sullivan. “The court made it perfectly clear that there is going to be no tolerance in our system of justice for those wanting to commit crimes of hate against innocent people.”

Owen Walker, one of Reid’s federal public defenders, declined to comment.

But in court filings, defense attorneys characterized Reid as a troubled man motivated by a desire to defend Islam, which he credited with saving him from a life of petty crime and drugs. Walker said today in court that there was no malice or hatred in his client’s sentiments.

“There are millions of Americans who have anti-American views,” Walker said.

The judge retorted: “They don’t go around trying to blow up planes.”

Reid’s case was one of several highly publicized cases in the aftermath of the attacks. Zacarias Moussaoui, the only person in the United States accused as a conspirator in the attacks, is scheduled to stand trial next June in U.S. District Court in Alexandria unless he is turned over to the U.S. military as an enemy combatant. John Walker Lindh, the suburban Californian who had traveled to Afghanistan to study Islam, received 20 years in prison in October after pleading guilty to supplying services to the Taliban. He was not, however, charged with conspiring to kill Americans.

In the year since the “shoe bomb” episode, more than a dozen individuals who frequented Reid’s haunts in London and Paris have been arrested. Last week, French authorities charged two suspected Islamic militants with links to terror groups; one of them, Karim Bourti, had been interrogated last year about his ties to Reid. And earlier this month, British police raided the London mosque where Reid worshiped before moving to Afghanistan and Pakistan in 1997.

Prosecutors said Reid’s scheme unraveled about 90 minutes into Flight 63, as the plane soared over the North Atlantic. Passengers and crew members overpowered Reid, tying him to his window seat and sedating him after a flight attendant noticed him futilely trying to light a fuse protruding from one of his high-top hiking boots. Police and the FBI later said the plastic explosives in Reid’s shoes were powerful enough to rip a hole in the fuselage of the Boeing 767.

“We have no reason to believe that Richard Reid remains anything but a dedicated enemy of this country, ready to attack Americans and their interests,” Assistant U.S. Attorney Gerard T. Leone Jr. told the judge.

One of the flight attendants, Carole Nelson, also asked the judge to impose a life sentence. As she described how fearful children on the flight huddled together, she briefly glanced at Reid.

“I believe that Richard Reid was on a mission of evil, a mission of destruction and a mission of murder,” she said.

The Associated Press contributed to this report.

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Basement Bogeymen


I transformed our basement into a play room the other day and patted myself on the back for a job well done. It took hours. I organized Mark’s photography equipment, tripods, and light boxes so that the room can be quickly converted back into a portrait photography studio, and I carried down a bunch of our two-year-old daughter’s toys from the living room.

Emma was overjoyed to see her new space and ran around exploring every nook and cranny, from the toy kitchen to her reading area with a throw rug and stacks of books. I smiled and headed upstairs to make some phone calls and start dinner. I could hear her talking to herself and regularly checked her on the video monitor and then….silence. “Emma?” I shouted.

Downstairs, I found her lying on a chair, thumb in mouth, a panicked look on her face. “What’s the matter, honey?” I said, sitting down on the floor next to her and stroking her back. She took her thumb out of her mouth just long enough to say, “Bump.” And then I heard it. The shudder. The low blast. A surge of water. The sump pump. How stupid could I be?

Our landlords had installed a cheap one (the first broke, this was the second subpar model) that made such loud banging noises Mark and I began to refer to it as the Crazy Uncle in the basement. Poor Emma, innocently playing away, must have been spooked by the sound coming from a closet in rear of the basement, even though the basement itself is a finished split-level room with carpeting, high ceilings, a bathroom, and ground-level windows that let in natural light.

Emma’s not a kid who scares easily. She still mentions the “Big Wolf” from a production of The Three Little Pigs at a local theater a few weeks ago, but most of the time she doesn’t look fearful. She’s cautious around new people places, but once she warms up, she roams at ease and climbs and runs around like a National Geographic explorer. I’m pretty fearless myself, but this time I could relate.

As a kid, I was terrified of basements. Terrified. I rarely, if ever, ventured down there alone. Maybe it was the fake wood paneling and the fluorescent orange shag carpeting — that would be enough to freak out anyone, except perhaps a member of the Brady Bunch. No, for me it was the sump pump, too. The sump pump that banged away day and night then invariably failed during a big rain storm, flooding the room and turning the shag into a big, wet, soggy mess. Clean-ups became a family adventure — how much could we manage to salvage before it went moldy for good?

Then there was my grandparents’ basement, a sprawling, low-ceilinged warren of at least eight rooms fit for Howard Hughes. It wasn’t the fact that one time I fell down the winding, narrow stairs. It was the tiny laundry room with a bare lightbulb and sloped ceiling. It was the dress-up area with dozens of my grandmother’s old dresses, coats, and silky nightgowns, and the “laboratory” where one of my aunts kept a microscope, insect specimens, and a big rat in a jar of formaldehyde.

Most terrifying of all, though, was the room filled with dozens of copies of dusty National Geographics and boxes and boxes of — I get the heebie-jeebies just thinking about them — marionettes!! Which were fine and fun when Mommom and Poppop brought them upstairs for my brother and I to play with together in the light of day. But when I thought of them stored down there, in the dark, the strings wrapped around their wooden limbs and painted faces, I just got the creeps. Obviously, they came alive. We just didn’t know it.

So why, given my childhood basement trauma, would I inflict the same potential distress on my daughter, even if our basement is far cheerier? And can I help her avoid the trauma? Wouldn’t that be healthier than growing up with her mother’s aversion to subterranean living quarters?

I’m open to ideas. For now, I’m going downstairs with her (this must be what immersion therapy is like), playing music to make it a fun atmosphere, and shouting “Hi Sump Pump!” with her every time the banging sounds. I even googled “sump pump” so I could explain to her what it does.

From Wikipedia: “A sump pump is a pump used to remove water that has accumulated in a water collecting sump pit, commonly found in the basement of homes. The water may enter via the perimeter drains of a basement waterproofing system, funneling into the pit or because of rain or natural ground water, if the basement is below the water table level.”

Most of the time, my strategy works. She even said, “Nice sump pump” the other day, with a faint smile and a little wave. (I wonder how to explain to her next that the sump pump is not actually animate — that’s a problem for another day.) But other times, she looks a little worried and glances at me for reassurance.

That’s when I have to be Mom. I have to push memories of creepy marionettes and dead rats and mothballed dresses and soggy shag out of my head, and put on a face that is strong and brave for both of us. I hug her and smile and say, “It’s okay, honey. That’s a good sound. It means the sump pump is helping us.” It’s not the first time I’ll have to do this. And I know it won’t be the last.

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Three Wishes: The Video


Our book video is up and running on You Tube – hope everyone enjoys it. We had a lot of fun making it, from the styling (more on that another time) to the great opportunity to work with talented and easygoing filmmaker Jackie Mow and her crew. We were also incredibly fortunate to have the music of Adam Rothberg, an exceptional musician and friend. Thank you for checking it out!

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Book update


Lots going on as we ramp up to the April 6 release of “Three Wishes.”

We were recently interviewed by British freelance journalist Helen Whittaker for an article expected to run in the UK’s illustrious SHE Magazine in June. We’ve got some television interviews coming up with Greater Boston on WGBH and WGN News in Chicago, and radio as well. Carey’s Boston Sunday Globe Magazine excerpt is scheduled to appear Sunday, March 12, and we’ll be doing a Boston.com chat tomorrow (Friday).

We’ve also gotten some nice write-ups in the trade press – Library Journal, which says “Lots of women out there will want to read” and Publisher’s Weekly, which calls the book a “fascinating collaborative memoir.”

One of the best parts will be meeting readers in Chicago, New York, Boston, and elsewhere. Please keep tuned for events here and for our new Ning site dedicated to the book. Thanks so much for your comments and support along the way.

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